I tried going on a vacation by myself 2 years ago, and it was horrible. I was at this resort, I went to the beach all day, free food, free drinks, but I was just all by myself, while looking at other people, literally everyone else was having so much fun. I was there just sitting all alone, hating my life, how disgusting I look and how socially retarded I am, not being able to fit in anywhere.
This year I was thinking to travel with my car across couple of European countries. It looked more fun since its more about exploring certain places, not just being stuck at one place. Im suppose to go in 2 and a half weeks, but im having second thoughts.
All its going to happened is im just going to drive for hours and hours, visiting places by myself, I will eat at restaurants alone, seeing other people having a blast .. then I might visit some beach, and again, I will be there all by myself... it just sounds so depressing.
At this point I wish there is a cave I could go crawl in, and just disappear and stop disturbing people with my presence.