Recently I was planning on hanging out with a girl that I’ve gotten to know recently. She actually proposed it, which is a first. Through my years of knowing her she came off as a pretty exceptional person. We had some great conversations together, and she genuinely seemed really receptive to my more goofy lightheaded disposition. Needles to say, I was really excited to get to do something with her. We had planned to go to a really neat experience that required some tickets for entry. They were somewhat pricey so I offered to pay for us both beforehand. She never proposed that idea, but after some assurance that I was more than happy to levy the cost she seemed happy with it. Well, I send the money to go and don’t hear back from her for a bit. Admittedly this was around finals and things were busy so I chalked it up to that.
Well, I messaged her once or twice about it, each time we’d set up more of the specifics for us to hang out. But not much more than that. After all, she was on vacation with family, and obviously stuff like that would take precedent. Still, she was very nice for the many many times I interacted with her at school, so I honestly I didn’t think much of it. All until just last night. Where she posted a thing to her story of her going to the event…. With another dude. Jesus man. Now that’s fucking ice cold. I mean how much of a repulsive freak do I have to be to go to that level to subvert hanging out with me. I just wanted someone to hang out with, for once.
What the fuck is wrong with me